Wednesday, February 24, 2010

The Truth About Love

"We say to those who are in love, it can't be true 'cause we're too young, i know, it's true, because, so long, i was, so in love with you, so i thought. A year, goes by, and i, can't talk about it. The times, were, right. but i, can't talk about it."

So i thought - flyleaf .

A truly incredible song, you know?

At least for me.

I was 'so in love' with him, at least i thought so, and it's been a year... almost two actually. and i still can't bring myself to talk about the pain that he caused me.

people say it takes years, even a lifetime to fall in love, but i managed to do it in 9 days.

They also say that kids can't fall in love, that 'we're too young' to really understand what it's all about.

Love...love is love, and i believe it can be experienced by anyone.

I think maybe i was always in love with him, since the day we first talked. I still remember the dates that it was 'official', May 16- May 27, two thousand & eight.

Looking back, it seems so long ago.

But right then and there, i never wanted it to end.

But i have to thank him, for breaking my heart, because it helped make me into the person that i am today.

And without having my heart broken, i wouldn't appreciate being in love with someone who i know won't hurt me.

My boyfriend now? I wouldn't trade for anyone in the world.

»15, in love, and wouldn't change a thing about my life if i could.

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

The Truth About Forever.

The Truth About Forever.
By Sarah Dessen.

What a great book.
Any of you ever read it?

These days most books are about sex, and vampires, and werewolves and all kinds of bee-ess.

The Truth About Forever, is just a book about telling the truth. Simple right?
No. Everyone lies, even people who say they don't. as humans, it's impossible not to lie, because we all do it for one reason or another.

Maybe in a perfect world, people wouldn't lie, steal, do drugs.

But peoples lives wouldnt be as interesting, don't you think? how boring would it be if everyday you went along and nothing happened. turned on the news, and alll they reported was the weather, and the politics.

i know it'd bore the hell out of me.

Maybe in a perfect world, i'd be a better person.
Maybe we'd all be better people.

until next time? i suppose so.



»15, in love, and wouldn't change a thing about my life even if i could.